Full moon NRG

 The moon seems so quiet and unnoticeable as if it's in the shadows. Just like the clouds seem to be nothing short of air even when they cover the sun, it's still light outside. Watching the clouds leave a trail of dim light when they pass the sun, the shade is pleasant on a hot day. At night the moon brightens up the sky and covers the ground with an intense but faint light, darkness covers any shadows from its reflection. Then, the moon is hidden by a cloud and suddenly the mysteriously bright world turns into a blind realm and the abyss takes its turn. How can a cloud be so powerful to hide light entirely? How can the moon reflect so much light in the first place? These rhetorical questions can be subsided when you let your eyes adjust to the sensitive world. As your eyes are sensitive and so are all the relationships nature has. Being open to the change and embracing the feeling of new, not of knowing. Find the wonder and keep wondering, even if you know all the details. Get lost in the gaze and feel how your mind seems to go off on its own. 

This organic energy, grounding and growing, gives me a breath of fresh air from all of the time I've been holding my breath. I appreciate the alone time I have in my head, in my home, and in my soul, and I am grateful for the time where I'm able to use my head, share a home, and express my soul.

Meditating on life for its tragedies and blessings, observing the set in stone and the loose, feeling the movement and the stillness, reminds us that life can make us feel everything and nothing but the part that matters is life itself. This phenomenon gives us the opportunity to feel everything we do, including the feeling of not having enough. This perspective gives us the feeling that life has punished us in some way, therefore we must suffer. 

“About death: Whether it is a dispersion, or a resolution into atoms, or annihilation, it is either extinction or change.” —Marcus Aurelius

Perspective is all about how you relate to the world. You shouldn't talk about life as if there is an answer, rather that there are wonderful ideas. Just like you shouldn't view the garden as nice but to be intriguing in an unfamiliar way. This is another way to give you that breath of fresh air when your being is signaling you with stress from head to toe. Sometimes our eyes need to be adjusted, nobody likes having a blurry view.

I believe that even the worst person cannot hurt a good person. Because even beyond death they will resonate on a high level with others who believed in the same things they did. Furthermore, being a good person is a unique pursuit that everyone does in their own way with their individual struggles, so there is no way I can be doing this wrong! I trust in my own intuition and will pay attention to when I am uncomfortable, and follow my heart like there is a clear path ahead. This means that even the feeling of being lost is just another part of the adventure. If things become unclear I can wash my face or close my eyes and find vision in another way.